"Thank you for every kindness. Thank you for being someone I was always proud to be with. For your guts, for your sweetness. For how you always looked, for how I always wanted to touch you. God, you were my life. I apologize for everytime I ever failed you."

A reminder of you appears on everything I see. I just passed your house on the train and that bar you took me to when I said I wanted a pub feed.

I am trying to be strong but everything comes back to you.